I could have gone blind forever, unmindful and ignorant of the things I should be aware of. I might never have the chance to meet you but still I know you are family. To say that I dream to be a journalist or a writer would be an understatement, I want to become one.To be one that is honed and almost perfected, to write to express not impress has always been the rule I have followed or at least tried my best to abide to.
We made out a bit more, but I drove him to just outside his village right after. I wanted to take a breather from all the noise down below so that I can think about what to write and how to expose my greatest fear and ask for your advice.Eventhough I’ve known I was gay since I was watching Speed Racer (the cartoons) when I was a kid, I knew that I was going to be a bit traditional when it comes to my (future) relationships – that I won’t have sex on the first date, monogamy, a commitment ceremony (instead of a wedding), 2.5 kids (adopted or via surrogate), and a dog.So tonight was a shock for me, because somehow in a single date I managed to destroy my belief system. I was on sick leave today, recovering from a bad asthma attack the previous day. Aside from TV, my only distraction was logging on to a gay social network’s chatroom application. So it was with a surprise that Gabby (not his real name), an 18 year old kid who’s in the same city as I, was very persistent in meeting me.Here’s my story, I grew up in province and I used to be this effeminate gay guy until college.After graduation I decided to find a job here in Manila, and I don’t know why but I decided to change myself—-I mean, my preferences about everything.